What the fuck have I done?
Taken every minute as it comes
deaf to the sound of the beating drums
twisted clock shows the upset balance
you never knew my life was gone - no second try

another day, another breath I take
every word opens my heart for mistake
I don't wanna be here, lost in my mind
I stumble on the steps as I become blind

Where the fuck do I stand?
A hole by the sinking sand
blind to the sight of the deity's hand
wicked clock shows the disturbed truth
why can't you see I was never me


My mouth is a bleeding heresy
confined now in the depths of ecstasy
smothered down in the wake of silence
I'm dead as I reach for the hand of violence