other day i was hiding
the other day i was on my knees
you tried to keep me from fighting
but i pushed it
and you laugh at everything
you know secrets about me
secrets that make me run and hide
always keep me from falling
it's time to thank you
and push everything else aside
it's been a long december
so long that i'm remembering...
today you kept me from crying
maybe tomorrow you'll break me down
every time you enlightened
it's just one more time
i'll doubt everything around
you know secrets about me
secrets that make me want to die
you always keep me from falling
it's time to thank you
and push everything else aside
it's been a long december
so long that i'm remembering how it felt
when i was alone
it's been a long december
so long that i'm remembering how it felt
when i was alone
all my days were empty
i begged for change
all my so called friends
were too fucking high
you alone were listening
and every day was a cold sunday