i expected you to be
the one who'd set our people free
defeat the occupying force
and show his majesty
circumstances did not change
you chose another way
but i kept hoping till the end
that led me to despair
what have i done to you my friend
betrayed the son of man - the one i loved
i didn't want to let you down and hurt you my friend
i know that I incurred a heavy burden of guilt
your will? ... your will! ... fulfilled!?
i lost my friend ... betrayed to death
i'm the one to blame
i regret what I've done
but can't undo gethsemane
am i damned or is there hope
for someone like me