Itseems so slow to me
watching them drop like fleas
got to run
got toget over this

i've faced me death
i've drowned in piss
is it okay if i invade you
place myself before you
even though you think
you're so much better than me
i'll break this
i'll take this
if you
i'll ache this
fall through
i'll break this
there is no peace to bring
pain is the only thing
that's holding on
and won't let go
and can take over you
and won't let you know
is it okay if i rape you
make something else
something out of you
even though you think
i might just set you free
i feel you
i see you
i know you
i watch you every day
i crave you
i've done you
i've thrown you away
alone too much to hide