Any other day will speak to you...but not today no not today. So gray and dusty beyond my mind. I cannot think about that time i was smiling bright.

But today changed..maybe more then I could ever though of it. I wished to og back to anywhere..where my love was taken away from the world.

People smile everyday when they really have to weep I can see it in there eyes when they speak. No sunny day seems to come my way. I cannot hide it anymore no person seems to know.

oOoOooo today was a day ..like everyother day with tears and wonders smiles and love. I want to rise from teh gorund but nothing seems to work....

There another day beyound today and its just one day of the life I have maybe it will change maybe it will hurt ...only the future can tell