eturn to the usual frustration
with your constant confusion
you are preoccupied with the past
captured in contemporary nothingness
regain consciousness because right now you are waiting and waiting and it is all so questionable
set an alarm clock and wake up from this trance
something about circumstances and interruptions
you will leave me for good to examine your identity abroad while everything i know is at stake
stoic and this cardiac arrest loneliness is hurting me.