I wonder how it feels to be wanted and loved and needed and forgiven I felt good when you said you did... And I believed I ran away from those demons which I've been trying to fight constantly with my life but have lost Hid inside an empty little sanctuary,
a shanty called my home that I never owned Confessions of a sinner through monologues of bitterness and sorrow in a cradle lit dinner with walls and shadows I slept to elude the emptiness but awoke to be crowded with nothingness... I'm the biggest joke you'll ever hear They said they will be here You said you will be here Living in a lie Living a lie Living in a lie I tried to break free from the love that I have for the loneliness that's eating me I held on to the edges and saw sadness turn into indifference as it pushed me away from the arms of other lepers So I stayed in a corner hidden behind silence disguised as a stranger Despised by a loved one Deprived from sunshine and water Let me depart from this place and wither like a flower... I'm the biggest joke you'll ever hear They said they will be here You said you will be here Living in a lie Living a lie Living in a lie I wonder how it feels to be wanted and loved and needed and forgiven I felt good when you said you did And I believed Here's a letter I wont be coming back