so you say that she has died today
i wish i could say i care in any way
why is it so alarming to believe
that even with death you won't infect me

it's overwhelming don't you see to realise all she couldn't be
but even when she had a chance it disappeared so cold and fast
i know it's something hard for you when there is nothing you can do
and you'd expect i'd feel the same, you'd expect i feel ashamed

this is how i am, i don't care for you anymore
this is what i've become, there is no way you'll understand
there is no truth, there is nothing,
there is no truth there are only lies
there is no truth, this is everything,
there is no truth there is only mine

it's overwhelming don't you see to realise all you couldn't be
you put your thoughts in what has passed to find a strength that cannot last
i know it's something hard for you when there is nothing you can do
and you'd expect i'd feel the same but i will never feel ashamed...