I will say this
9 out of 10 times when you trust yourself

the inevitable finds you back in the place
you've been begging to avoid
And when it all comes back to the identical conversations
as insignificant as yesterday's
you hope to realize that your first instinct is always the right one
it's better to run from a death knell than to fight one
This is always true
Ironic that the first to argue is always the one you're on about
ironic that you're always the last to trust your own plans
and even worse that you're unavoidably the object of your own guilt