don't mean to scare you but i've not been sleeping lately
and phone calls aren't doing much to help.
so if it's all the same i'd just ask

to never have to offer explanation or excuse again.
we'll make believe every day we make
our lives seem like there's too much living
when we find out in the end it's only us that we've been kidding.
so find the darkest place and search under blankets for me.
smothering myself in this darkness.
i'm lying down tonight and you're not lying with me
but honesty doesn't sit so well on you.
some things you just can't fake.
just another stupid drama,
they go on notices for you
and you only take it in when theres nothing else to do.
but you won't mind, wait for all of this.
i can't go away for all of this.