sometimes I lie awake in bed
thinking about the things you said
so lost for words
so lost to tell you how I feel

so terrified of changing what I thought was real

it's too bad
you're gone
it's too bad
you're not alone
and I know that
you couldn't see that it's just too bad
that you're gone and not here with me

standing here, trying to make some sense of this
there's nothing between us, still I can feel your awkwardness
Your so lost for words
so you just tell me i'm your friend
there must be one reason
only one reason in the end

'cause it's
it's too bad
you're gone
it's too bad
you're not alone
and I know that
you couldn't see that it's just too bad
that you're gone and not here with me

so why are you pulling away
and it must be from things that I say
and im thinking ur thinking of him
so why do I even care at all

(submitted jan 2 2003 1:09am)