I always tell myself to be patient
But my left hand shakes
Against your new couch
Control of the situation

Fell through my fingers
And I heard her say
Can't keep living as if your dying
Well i'm dying

And now what an akward way
To spend the holiday
Inside your deviance
Wait to behave
It's amazing how quiet this house is
When the world outside
Is celebrating their new years
Aah... Their new fears

Your diction is okay
This is medically approved to heaven
The night is expired
Lay me down
To sleep but one more thing
And here's a diction (?)
Well I can admit my guilt emergency, emergency
Lets whisper, goodnight

And now what an akward way
To spend the holiday
Inside your deviance
Wait to behave
It's amazing how quiet this house is
When the world outside
Is celebrating their new years
Aah... Their new fears

(jack i'm done)