guilt and pain, haunting me everyday,
crushing me and I can't get away,
killing my heart and soul,
oh my nicole,
still I don't know what to say,

i'm totured every night and day,
it isn't in my control

I said no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I...

snowy skies, far away still alive,
scars are healing in your mind,
in your heart and soul,
oh my nicole,
i'm starting to realise,
the fatal secret of my life,
isn't in my control

I said no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I loved her
it's still haunting me night and day,
oh my nicole,
you took a part of my life away,
oh my nicole,
I relive it everyday,
oh my nicole,
oh my nicole,

I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her,
I said no, no, no,
I killed my baby but I loved her,
I killed my baby but I loved her,
I killed my baby but I...