When I Hated Him (Don't Tell Me)

In the silent parlor room, If I'd remember to
Keep it down for ya, like you asked me to

Did that hurt too much, Baby did it last long enough
It was fine for me, It was fine for me

I'll go dry off now, This stuff is sticky
It's a little hot in here dear, Can you turn up the air

And don't tell me that you want me to see you this way
If I were weaker, And you loved me, Would you still act this way?

I'm sitting on the floor, And I don't feel no more
I'm not prepared to, And I don't dare to
It's so dark in here, And something smells like fear
Now you're sleeping, While I'm conceiving

I'll find my own way out, You'll find the letter
I'm a little weak but, You like that better

I don't think that you want to, See me this way
Cause I'd kill you, And I'd leave you, And never speak your name

And don't tell me that you want me to see you this way
If I were weaker, And you loved me, Would you still act this way

The roads are wet, And I can't remember your face
As I'm driving away in this, in this taxi cab
And the driver said, Are you sure you want to leave him

Don't I need to get these scars off my face
And I'm bleeding, not just in front of you, But in every single place
Don't you think that I want to see him in a different way
If he were weaker, And I still loved him
Maybe it wouldn't be this way