A lay awake at night afraid to fall asleep
There's something in my mind that comes back to haunt me
Tearstains on my face
I've cried for you, my tension slowly building

There's nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I've done
There's no happy endings in this life of madness
There's got to be something better for me

Tormented by my action, you walked out on me
Grabbed the kids, headed toward the door and said
You wouldn't take anymore of my abuse ... say I'm going insane
One more time I'm to blame

There's nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I've done
There's no happy endings in this life of madness
There's got to be something better for me

There's no use pretending, this life's tearing me apart
I've lost everything I had with you

There's nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I've done
There's no happy endings in this life of madness
There's got to be something better for me

Statistics, numbers, numbers, can't take anymore
Someone tell me what's it gonna take for her to reopen that door
Tearstains on my face, I've cried for you
My tension building slowly

There's nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I've done
There's no happy endings in this life of madness
There's got to be something better for me

There's no use pretending, this life's tearing me apart
I've lost everything I had with you