As long as you hold me I'll get by.
as long as you need me I will try not to die.
I dont want the shame. I dont want the blame.

I dont want to cry anymore.

If only they'd tell me tell me why.
If I could believe them and their lies.
But I dont want the blame. I don't want their pain.
I wont play their games. Anymore.

I always looked at
the last page of the book. How will it end?
The suspense robs me
of lovers and friends.

I don't want the shame.
I don't want the blame.
I don't want the pain anymore.